What an awful week it`s been.It`s been a terrible year for me,really.I know God will lift me up,He always does,it`s just so hard to climb up out of that pit sometimes.
The next day was Sat.& Maggie pooped & peed on the floor & had thrown up during the night.She wouldn`t eat.Her poop looked like pepperoni color,so I thought the kids may have slipped her too many pepperoni`s .She accepted a tiny piece of a fish sandwich,but no dog food or anything else.
I was about a mile from home,thinking about what shovel I was going to use as my son had our good shovel at his house to plant rose bushes,thinking about where she should go,right beside Max & Hunter,she is my last link to Max,God it hurts so.
Out of the blue,a car comes out of nowhere,I thought it was an airplane at first as it seemed to be airborne at some point,hit me head-on.The air bag deployed & I heard this voice,you can close your eyes,I`ll take you home now,but if you want to stay,snap out of it.I thought of my husband & how he needs me to take care of him,so I snapped out of it.
I had to go by ambulance.There was nothing in our local paper about it.I have a fractured C7 bone in my neck.I was told not to move at all,& I must say the fire dept.were great with me.They said I could sever the part going to my brain stem & die right away,or damage it more to be paralized from the neck down.So,God was indeed watching over me.I will not post the other vehicle.He refused treatment,but was taken by handcuffs in the police car to the hospital anyhow.This is an intersection that so many people are getting hurt,& 2 weeks ago a man was killed there.I really believed his car & he were coming in to sit on my lap,but he turned the wheel in time so that didn`t happen.Praise God.I went back into the er yesterday & they found I have 2 broken ribs as well.I will see the spine doctor this coming week.I hope they give me something besides this huge collar to wear,I have to wear it at all times.